Oh boy what a day. So I was just going to have a simple relaxing day today for Thanksgiving and wow...not so simple and relaxing. I was just going to drop S off with H and go to lunch and a movie with MIL since we are both removed from the family and weren't invited to do what the rest of H's family was doing.

MIL and I went to drop S off at his place. We told H we were going to lunch then a movie and all of a sudden H couldn't decide what he wanted to do and ended up wanting to go with MIL and I to lunch. He said "it's weird going to eat on Thanksgiving with you" and his mom didn't hear what he said so she questioned what he had said so I repeated "he said that it is weird going to lunch with me." So I said "then by all means, DON'T GO" which I didn't say very nice at all cause it kinda ticked me off then he said "no I'll go I guess I just won't tell someone" he said it really weird like he knew he was putting his foot in his mouth Didn't say her name just "someone." Basically, FYI I'm still with her...but it kinda makes me mad for the simple fact that he's not going to tell her that he's with me...is he trying to deceive her too??

It was weird because he wanted to go to this really nice place for their Thanksgiving buffet...which happened to be a place i've never heard of or been to before because it's new. He made it pretty clear that he had been there before...I'm sure with OW because they go to nice places together...H and I never went out to places that were that nice.

So I was thinking the whole time "this is a bad idea" but kept a good attitude and was nice to him. While we were eating he was trying to tell me what I should and shouldn't feed our S. It was weird but I just joked around and everytime I was going to feed S something I asked him if it was ok So then when the bill came it was way more expensive then we thought and we were all going to pay for our own...no problem right??!! H asked me if I was going to pay for my own and I said yes...then he asked if I had money to do it and I said "yah i have money it's no problem really"...so apparently since I was totally ok with paying for my own and was expecting to pay for it, he wanted to pay for mine. I'm guessing if I would have been expecting him to pay for mine he would have demanded I pay for my own...he just excused paying for it by saying "I have a running tab with you anyway." Can I tell you all I am not stupid...I knew what he was thinking...I just wish I knew what he was thinking more often

I think he was getting to feeling guilty about lunch and everything later though. I got together with him and his whole family later tonight and he got really quiet and depressed and even went to bed while everyone was still at his place...he does have to work graveyard tonight but he was in his room sleeping while everyone was visiting.

I just have this burning feeling inside me that something big is going to happen soon. I don't know exactly what it's going to be but I feel like he's either going to ask me to continue on with the papers I've filed or they're going to be over soon. OW is not going to be a happy camper when she finds out he was with me today, for quite a few hours no less. I'm confused at why he would go hang out with me and his mom if he knew that would make her pretty upset...why would he have gone??? anybody???