So this mornin I texted H saying good morning and asking how his night was at work last night...go figure I had to make comment in the text about having an awesome dream about him last night He didn't respond which is what I kind of expected but hoped that he might be curious...which I'm sure he is!

Later today I texted a picture of S with clothes on in bathtub...he climbed in by himself...and H texted back and we had a fun little convo. The last thing he texted was "i'm really kickin myself for not getting a place where i can have Chace (our boxer)...i miss that damn dog." Which keep in mind he has a 1 year lease on as of 2 months ago and it's $1600 to break the lease. Regrets, regrets, regrets...i'm sure they'll just keep comin! I texted back saying "he really misses u 2." Really wanted to say "we all miss u 2" but i restrained myself...thought maybe that was too much after the awesome dream commment this morning over text

I've been hanging out with friend...he went to church with me this morning and is supportive of my DBing but can't even fathom it still but is starting to understand.

It's so hard for people to understand why we DBers do what we do We are all very strong people...we aren't doing this because we are weak...we are all just trying to do the right thing for ourselves, our children, and our spouses whom don't see what is right at this moment.

Good luck to you all this week...drop me a line if you have a moment.