So this week has been interesting...sorry it's been so long since I've posted anything...I am so busy with work and everything.

Tuesday I dropped S off at Hs in the morning and used his bathroom before I left...there was a bikini swimsuit in a plastic bag on the bathroom floor...so aparently he went in our friends hot tub with OW the night before...there were also two glasses on the counter that they had their girly drinks in together and a girly movie "Emma" that he had just bought the night before. Didn't say anything about any of it of course but H did say "I bought a bunch of new movies, you can borrow some if you want." I picked up Emma and said "i've never seen Emma before." He said "oh, it's dumb, it's a girly movie." I lifted it up so he could see the cover and asked "you think??" That's all that was said. I totally contemplated coming out of the bathroom with the bikini on at lunch time but he met me at my work When I went to pick up S after work the bikini was gone.

Tuesday night a VERY good friend of ours called me and told me him and his wife were getting a divorce. He and H have been friends since 3rd grade but him and H grew apart as they got older because H kept becoming a person our friend didn't really click with. I told H that they were getting a divorce and he was almost disturbed that he called me instead of him but friend knows what H is doing to me and has nothing to say to him. Friend and I talked for 3 hours that night about "life." Lots to talk about that's for sure. Friend came over on Wednesday to see me and visit...we hadn't seen each other for months. My H may have known he was coming over and kept texting me...seems as though he was trying to make up reasons to text. He did say "when can I see S...i miss him." I texted back and asked if he wanted him for a while on Friday.

Friend called on Thursday and we made plans for dinner for Friday since H has S. When I dropped S off with H I was in a hurry and I never am so he was curious. I said "here bubba go see daddy, mommys gotta go." He wanted to know why I was in such a hurry and if I was just going to go home and do stuff at the house. I said "nope...I'm goin out."

Friend and I went out for dinner and had an awesome time talking about our marriages, spouses, what went wrong, and what we want out of life...etc. Explained to him how I still want my marriage to work, where i'm coming from etc. It was a great time and we just let loose and did some much needed venting. Of course he doesn't have a clue why I would ever want to try to save my marriage at this point but thought that I was awesome for doing it and how far i've come by changing myself and having a positive attitude and everything. In the middle of dinner H texted a picture of himself and S...very odd...he has never texted a picture of himself before....EVER...it wasn't even like they were doing anything special...just like "don't forget about us" or something...WEIRD but exciting...baby step.

When H brought S home he was in a bad mood and pretty grumpy with me at first anyway...maybe until he saw the flowers on the table that friend had brought for me on Wednesday. So he knew I went out, got flowers at some point, didn't know who I went with...I'm sure he's going nuts inside...not what i'm purposefully trying to do but maybe it will be good for him to see! I also told him that I am taking S to Disney on Ice on Wednesday and he said "cool" kinda sarcastically...think he's sad that he can't go...I would invite him but he's working and I feel like he would still tell me NO...so i'm not going there.

I know for a fact now from the text, and a friend of his telling me, that H and OW aren't doing very well. Praise GOD...is what i have to say about that!! I just pray that she will be gone soon and H will see the light!

Tonight S and I are going to hang out with a mutual friend of H and I. She works with him and we all used to hang out all of the time. H and OW hang out at her place sometimes too, I think...generally when she's at work though I think...they hang out with her Ss daddy...and go in the hot tub. Which at first disturbed me then I feel like OW leaves stuff around purposefully to try and set me off so that H will stay with her...and I truely believe that's what she does. I'm not going to make a big deal out of it but don't think she's a strong enough person to not make a big deal out of things I give H...like pictures and stuff for S etc. She can just go right ahead and put on a show for H since that's why he wanted to get away from me...I'm done being like that!

Anyway that's my excitement for the week!! Hopefully everybody elses divorce busting is going well.