So H came over again today...he was much more cheery today...he just left for work a few minutes ago. He stayed for a couple hours and took a nap for a little while at the end...not in our bed though...in the spare bed...probably affraid I'd climb in with him

We got along really well...didn't talk about much but he even ate a little bit of the left overs from yesterday and some cheese cake I had in the fridge. He did get a few texts while he was here...they must have been from a W because i glanced and saw it was a long one...his guy friends always text tiny messages. Of course he doesn't offer who it is...all i said was "what would you do without a cell phone?" He didn't respond He was probably thinking he'd be a lot better off in his life if he didn't have one When he left he said "Have a good day tomorrow!" Was very nice. He's definately keeping his foot in the door....giving me some hope for the future...I just have to keep those patience It's been almost 4 months since we separated