So big OUCH for the day...found out today that my H has a sex life with OW...one would guess that they did but today I found out. While he was in the shower I read his text messages on his phone. OW had texted that "i don't want to write everything over txt I'm just not comfortable with Huck (another woman H works with) and our sex life." Wow that was a bummer...of course I felt that they probably have had sex....it just sucks to actually know it. But it does sound like she's not happy with H right now which does account for him being interesting yesterday afternoon and being really nice today.
He doesn't seem like he wants to give up our marriage and is being very nice and bought me lunch today but wow...my mind is fixated right now...I have to refocus on my goal. Please someone give me some encouragement about my future as right now is so difficult knowing I'm not the only one he's been with now!!
I have to go to catch up with some family to trick-or-treat with so please say your prayers for me and keep me close in your thoughts. Please lend some encouraging words if you have a moment.
