Any advice from anyone...my H is with OW right now with my son. Of course he was covering up for the fact that he was going to be with her and lied about where he was going but I'm not stupid and I went and saw his truck at Costco...before he left he said he was going there, then said "oh wait I can't go to Costco I don't have a costco card." Then his car was at Costco when I drove by...when he first moved into his apartment everything was from Costco...explain that one...except you don't have to because I know he went with her.
Thought about going in and finding them...but decided not to since H and I are getting along so well right now. I did text him while he was with her and asked if he would drop son off on his way to work...that would be awesome...he replied OK. Then I text again and said "Thanks I really appreciate it, have fun shoppin." As if I didn't know he was with her. No reply this time...weird...pretty sure they are going to dinner too.
He really has been taking big baby steps forward in calling me and coming around the house and stuff so I chose to let it go. He called me twice Wednesday night, yesterday morning, last night, and this morning...can I say VERY unusual...either he's back on drugs, has something to tell me, or really wants to be nice and see what's up. Everytime he calls the first words are "what's Up??" I guess he's wondering what kind of mood I'm in, where I'm at and what I'm doing. I have this feeling he's going to tell me something but never gets the guts to say it and since he's still hanging out with OW I don't believe it's going to be something good.
On the other hand he asked me today when I dropped off our son with him if I wanted some more money to help with food and stuff this weekend as I have some family and friends coming over to help put up our fence so my dog doesn't get eatin again.
When I dropped off my son I was really nice...he had a new haircut and looks really HOT...so I told him his new haircut looks nice. Let him know his apartment is really clean and looks nice. He couldn't look at me in the eyes for some reason though...maybe because he's not looking good for me and HE didn't clean his apartment SHE did. Especially after he told me that the managers at the apartments are really strict and he already got a violation...then the look on his face said he just put his foot in his mouth...so he had to say what the violation was for...and next came out...if a "friend" spends too much time at your place then you have to register them and he got a violation because his friend "Jose," YAH RIGHT, spends a lot of time there. HA HA...does he really think I'm stupid?? Has he figured out yet that I don't ask questions cause I already know all the answers to the questions I would ask!!!
Anyway enough for venting...I'm just really concentrating on the fact that God has something planned for me, H, marriage, OW and none of us knows what it is right now but regardless I'm going to make it through this alive and strong...and none of this makes me love my husband less it only makes me want to be nicer and more attractive to him. I LOVE my husband dearly and it is so painful to go through this and see my husband and OW go through this but I pitty them as they are causing so much pain in their own lives, eachothers lives, all their friends and family and everyone else around them. That is one big burden if you ask me!!
