It's amazing how similar your story is to mine FP. You have amazing strength and I commend you for that. My H and I are the only ones eachother has ever been with but at the beginning of the year my H made a weird comment regarding it being weird to think of only being with one person the rest of your life and wouldn't say much more than that when I questioned. It still makes me wonder what he was thinking.

You're lucky your H still shows interest in you. My H stays pretty distant but I can see the look in his eyes like today...like he doesn't want to depart and leave his W and S1 but has to. The last week my H has acted really different around me. He has been nice and has acted interested in what we are doing and how our son is doing. I just always think "everyday is a new day with H."

I noticed today he moved his stuff around in his apartment and moved his dresser but his wedding ring is still sitting right there on top in clear view. At first my H was keeping his apartment spotless and now it's starting to be him He worked 71 hours last week which he left me a voicemail saying it was a personal record...makes me happy to know that he isn't spending that time with OW out of work...but they do still work the graveyard shift together.

I just continue to pray that God does his will in both of our lives and that I can continue to be a good mother to S1 and that God will touch my H's life. I pray for my H each and every time I think of him throughout the day. I have found over the years that prayer is a powerful thing.

I just want to encourage you FP to just keep truckin. That's my little moto...every day I just keep truckin and make sure that I am always in a very happy mood everytime I am in contact with him. He is kinda in the dark right now as to what I want marriage/divorce wise but I think it's starting to make him think. I want him to see before it's too late what his life will be like without his wife and S1.