So...wow...where do I start...my husband called Saturday night and I almost didn't answer the phone because I didn't want to hear him yell and cuss at me and my baby and I were watching a movie on the couch together falling asleep. But I thought...what the heck I'll answer it. He was nicer than he has been in a long time and asked me "What do I need to do....I miss Connor so much and I want to watch him on Monday??" We actually had a nice civil chat about the situation and he asked me to come see his apartment Sunday afternoon. I said I would come drop off the carseat and highchair for him and he was happy about that.
Sunday came and I went to his new apartment with all his new stuff. Of course....yes it was definately weird to be there where I know OW visits. But on his dresser I saw his wedding ring...in clear view for the world to see and for him to see each time he walks in/out of his room. Does that mean anything to anyone....why would he have his wedding ring on top of the dresser, in sight, when it could be in the dresser, out of sight???? I'm shocked OW hasn't put it away for him. By the way he's been acting around me the last three days I'm praying to God that she is gone with the wind!!!!!
When I wanted to leave yesterday he asked if I had plans...why was I leaving so soon...he wanted to know where I was going...I told him we didn't have any plans, I was just going to go home...then he offered me a soda out of his fridge.
Today he watched our son and when he came to pick him up this morning he stayed at my house, laid on the couch with our baby and fell asleep to a Disney movie. He brought our baby to lunch so I could nurse him and mentioned our son's b-day party....he's turning 1 on the 19th...and said in a very concerned voice that he didn't know what to do about going to the b-day party. I told him that a couple people actually told me that if he's not there they will physically go get him....they said he's not missing his son's first b-day....so H was happy to hear that people wanted him to be there. He did ask "do u think people will be mean to me??" I assured him it would be fine so he said that he was going to go to the party and was helping me plan the date, time, location etc.
When I picked baby up this evening at H's apartment I stayed only a few moments to nurse baby and then mentioned to H that we were going out with cousins and H said "you're going to do that tonight." Yeap! He sounded sad...like he was missing out...which he does miss out everyday...it makes me sad for him...wish he could share in the awesome times I have everyday with our son, friends and family.
What is the deal with his all of a sudden intense interest in our family and friends??? He stated he misses seeing our nephew and our friends kids. I feel like maybe he's starting to see reality...to some extent anyway!!
What does everyone think of these all of a sudden changes?? I want to think that they're all treasures but don't want to gets my hopes of the future too far up!
