I do believe I made it clear that if OW is in the picture, I will not be. He gets that.
The last week has been very good. We went to his C on Tuesday and we went to our MC on Wed. He says he does not have feelings for OW. Should I beleive this? Anyway, this week he has been very engaged. Very attentive. Not withdrawn. He is slowly starting to move his stuff back into the house. He's been staying here every night.
It seems like that last time when I told him that I was done and we didn't talk for 4 days, he seemed to snap back. I mean, since he came back last Friday, he seems to really want to be here. He seems happy. He seems into me. I got two bouquets of flowers tonight.
Is it possible the addiction is broken? Or shoudl I expect another relaps? I have been feeling very connected to my H over this past week. Should I be afraid of that?
Also, and I know i've stated this before, but I am very concerned about a business trip next month where OW will be. It's a big convention and I know last year at this thing, they hung out a lot. In MC the other day, we talked about me going with him on the trip. I really want to go. I feel very uncomfortable with him there with here there. He says I have nothing to worry about. He said it's fine if I go, but he will be very busy every day and night adn tht if I go, it will have to be like I'm not there. There will be absolutely no time for us to spend together. I told him that i'm fine with that becasue it gives me time to spend alone. I'm trying not to make it like I"m babysitting him. Any advice here? Help.
