You're right. ANd actually, i spoke to my C today, who is also our MC and she said the exact same thing, almost to a tee. I am in so much pain. Everytime he comes back, i get my hopes up. I mean, i always know it can happen again, but he seems so sincere each and every time. Then a few weeks go by and he goes to the dark side again. I so worry about the fact that he has the ability to do these things with seemingly no guilt.

Let me ask you Kasiopea, I see that your H had a PA 6 years ago. This must mean that you survived it, correct? How hard was it for him to give her up? How long did that road back take you two? I feel like anybody in their right mind would have kicked my H out LONG AGO, but yet i still hang on. And he is treating me so terribly, that I don't know why I am hanging on.

Anyway, thanks for your support.