You could not have out it any better Muddel. That was great insight and actually makes me feel a lot better about my sitch. Fear of loss of my W is what I am going through right now. The fear that I will lose someone that I have been with for a very long time. I need to over come this fear and once I do I can start living my life with or without her (hopfully With). Thanks for the inspiration.
Ben 32 STBXW 29 3 kids (D1,S4,SD8) (1 dog 5months) Status: Fighting for the Kids.
"The only thing we know about future developments is that they will develope."