I have been documenting things in a journal. I also sent an email to my in-laws asking for their assistance and also documenting what transpired here. I know I should have filed a police report - next time I certainly will - but I think she deserves the chance to look at herself and her actions without having legal consequences. It's her last chance, as far as I'm concerned.
As for my marriage, at the present moment, I'm not really concerned about it. She's in lala-land - crazy - as far as I know. If she gets help - I mean really gets help to the point where she can be a responsible person, it would be the best outcome if we could remain married. At this point, it's toxic for everyone.
She called me not too long ago and said she was sorry. I thanked her and then she said "aren't you going to say sorry to me?" I told her goodbye. I have nothing to apologize for. I acted appropriately. We had a difference of opinion and she screamed and yelled. I was speaking at a normal volume. Nothing wrong with disagreeing or talking - screaming, yelling, hitting, scratching and kicking is another story.
“No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it. ” – Albert Einstein
