Hey Muddle, I've been away from the BB for a few days and posts abound here! I really could relate to this:
Quote: Interactions have been better with W, but I feel like there's something between us, a huge waterfall of negativity - black water. We can only catch glimses of the true being on the other side and are tempted to believe the image we see through the negative screen.
I could have written that myself. May slap it up on the blog. That is so true here in my house. Our MC says that we have a composite view of our H/W over the course of the M that doesn't change much with time. We look at our H/W thru the filter of our composite. If something I do p*sses H off, he thinks of me ALWAYS doing it even if I've changed and have only done said 'thing' once in the last 6 months. And vice-versa. We look for/give more weight to the negative things and there needs to be so many more positive to outweigh them. Seems impossible, I know. But that's a perspective to mull over for you.
Hope you have a good weekend. Will check in soon.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3
