Hello, I am back. Things had been going pretty smoothly until last night. I was on our computer and learned that my H had visited some sites that make me feel disappointed in him. Granted this may be a natural thing for “men” to do, but I have a hard time with it. It’s even more difficult when the site is “virtual”. I already have a hard time trusting him. Just by him doing this, makes me feel like I still can’t trust him.
My initial reaction was to tell him how angry I was and that I now know I can’t trust him ever!!! But instead of approaching him when I was angry, I thought I would cool down and think about it. I had found out back then that he was doing this and his reply was because I didn’t give him any S, which was true. I feel I’ve been there for him every since and have never said no to S after finding out about his A. So now, what would the reason be??? It makes me jealous that he is doing this and fantasizing about someone else, but my friend says everyone does this…… I thought I would throw this sensitive situation out there for you guys to give me some feedback.
