Does your H know about your feelings for your former flame?
Does he feel that your interest in him is genuine?
Do you feel like your H is worthy of the soul searching and self analysis it takes to repair the aftereffects of an EA? I know how to feel that deep connection with another and want to replicate it, but I don't want the same relationship I had with my ex. I have a better sense of what relationships are and are not now. I don't feel the absolute fear of losing that love relationship. I know that I can live through it, and even gain some important insight from loss of a lover. I am ready to put myself out there again for my marriage and my family.
Best of luck to you and your H.
I don't mind the sun sometime
The images it shows
I can taste you on my lips
And smell you in my clothes
Cinnamon and Sugar
And softly spoken lies
You never know just how you look
Through someone elses eyes
BHS-"Pepper"
