crazedmom,

Well, I am being brutally honest with myself and the bb members. It takes too much energy to cover up all the bad choices I've made and the atrocious actions I've taken. I need to direct that energy into repairing the pain I've caused. I'm not to blaming anyone for my shortcomings. I'm trying to learn something from the painful episodes in my life. And making efforts to feel the joy and abundance that surrounds me. Ironically, the last one seems to be the hardest one.


I don't mind the sun sometime The images it shows I can taste you on my lips And smell you in my clothes Cinnamon and Sugar And softly spoken lies You never know just how you look Through someone elses eyes BHS-"Pepper"