I did not "become" LD. I have been LD all my life. If my H's masculinity is damaged, it isn't because of my LD, it is because he never had a good sense of his masculinity to begin with. I don't say that to be mean, I say it because it is the truth. I am responsible of the same lack of mature feminity. My hope for both of us is that he gets his "man-vibe" on and we can go forth and beget many exciting erotic journeys together. It is going to take both of us giving up our adolescent notions of sex and it ain't gonna be easy. I don't want a romance novel fantasy. I want my man to be assured enough of himself not to grab at me like a 16 year old on his first gropefest. I want my man to give me a red hot chili pepper kiss first thing in the morning and leave it at that.....until later. I want to see that gleam in his eye acrossed the dinner table and fulfill those desires at midnight. I may never be the quicky type. For me, right here, right now sex is an aquired taste, one which I may or may not aquire.
I don't mind the sun sometime
The images it shows
I can taste you on my lips
And smell you in my clothes
Cinnamon and Sugar
And softly spoken lies
You never know just how you look
Through someone elses eyes
BHS-"Pepper"
