Burgbud, My H did not verbalize that he does not desire me. His actions indicate that I am a means to his ends. It's not me he desires, it's the feeling that he is a virile male. I can understand wanting to feel that way, but he is going about getting that feeling in a manner that turns me off completely. And I have been dishonest with him about it.
I don't mind the sun sometime
The images it shows
I can taste you on my lips
And smell you in my clothes
Cinnamon and Sugar
And softly spoken lies
You never know just how you look
Through someone elses eyes
BHS-"Pepper"
