do you have very high heels? a few ideas pop into mind...

Funny, I was hopping to lie low, but I think my H must've stop coming here, we are doing much better (I'm less neurotic) well, most of the time, when the time comes when Iknow he had to leave again for training I start getting sad and for no reason at all started to think about him ML w/the other.
I hugged him and told him I felt bad, he asked why, I just said I was just blue and maybe he guessed because he didnt' said anything else. Well, we actually had a great weekend and he didn't want to start anything, or he is just not ready to say console me with the words I want.

Anyways... I know his love for me was(and hopefully will) a good thing, that it propeled him to be a better person, not like when with the other, he told me he felt he had nothing to loose so he just let himself go psychologically.
We had something good going, and God willing, we'll be stronger in our love.

I'm also reading "the care and feeding of husbands", boy i wished someone would've given me that book years ago! I would've stopped all my terrible nagging and made him the priority he always should've been.

Anyways, it isn't too late thank heavens

Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.