thanks for the encouragement all, I feel I'm leaving all that crazyness behind, H is being a little more affectionate though still is unnerved if we have any argument non-A or sep. related. Since he's only home for 2 days, he complains that there is something "every week", it's like he thinks it is outrageous to even have one argument when he is home. I was right about to spit back an answer with past-related tones but somehow kept my mouth shut.
Then he comes later and hugs me, which is something he never does, and appologizes, boy I'm glad I didnt' say anything!

So all in all things are going well, still wish he'd agree to read a couples or R related book w/me, mind you I'd be the one reading aloud for a total of 4pgs, will suggest that again see what he says this time.


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.