you think so? well, I'm trying each time to act normal, sometimes I just have to hold myself so I'm not just trying to please him all the time. And today I realized "heck, when we were dating Ididnt' act this way!"
I do try to act happy and relaxed, I will now keep in mind this is what he also wants, some normalcy. So I will jut be me, and normally I do try to be happy, guess it works, my kids spend 98% of the time giggling and smiling, my little sunshines

Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.