hey Alimari, it helped me tremendously to read your posts, I remember that day I was gloomy and aprehensive, I didnt know how to act towards H when he came home for the week, after I read your posts it was as if a light turned on my heart and all I wanted was just to love him and make him feel at ease w/me, to be me and to free myself from the ow junk.
You are totally right, we prob think a whole lot more about the op than they do! how ironic.
I've been visiting your thread for inspiration when I feel like withhold affection to my H when I rehash the old hurts, thanks hon)))))))))))))))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
