OMGosh, Cat, I'm glad all these people were here this week to BEAT SOME SENSE INTO YOU. I am walking around stamping my feet in cyberspace. ABSOLUTELY stop that crap. How do you think this stuff gets started? I don't care if you're 'not attracted' to this guy, a) suddenly you could be or b) it just keeps serving to remind you what you're NOT getting from H right now and feeds your discontent/resentment in your M, which is no good.
Must go to sleep but had to come take my turn to slap you about this. And you bet if your H was doing this, you would come unglued. Stop it. Yesterday.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3