The Little Black Book

[BeingMe]

It's funny, but I did start thinking about what it would be like if I had D'ed my H, and that's when I really started detaching. Soon thereafter, my H decided he wanted to stay M'ed! He actually said he felt so left out because my D13 and I would chat about how we would decorate our bedrooms, and that we would have an arts and crafts basement, and the fantastic times we would have once we move into our own place. He started realising that he wanted his family, after all, that the fantasy life he had imagined with OW, would never be the same (we had a 20 yr history at that time), and started remembering the woman (moi) that he had fallen in love with, and that he did still feel that deep down, and had just somehow forgotten. That was over a year ago, and we still have our problems, and I know that no matter what happens, I will be just as happy without him, as I am with him. Actually, sometimes the thought of being alone (well, with D13) is very tempting.

Anyway, enough about me. Just want to relate my little story, to give you some hope that there is more out there, than our M's, and the cr*p our H's are putting us through.

Have a great weekend!