thanks K, it's been 6mths since he's been back, barely 3mths after I learned of the A, so I guess stuff is still pretty fresh though thanks to God it doesn't kill me anymore, now and then there are some ambers I need to put out.
The guy from the emails knows I'm married, but I guess that doesnt' stop lots of people now a days, sometimes his emails are flattering and then others it just irks me, I would never meet him again (only met once the first time) so that isn't a problem, just when I'm blue that I like to hear from a man that I'm beautiful but he doesn't attract me in any other way (my H has the body of greek god )
The book is amazing!!!! deals with the tricks our minds play and how we can work at recognizing the traps that lead us to negative thinking. I told H if he liked we could read it together, we'll see if he likes it, he is very jaded now, which is sad, like nothing could change his mind that everyone is a liar and that you should always watch out for yourself.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
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