The Little Black Book

[cat03]

thanks K! I need to give my self a reality check. I'm expecting the gamut of emotions that he had for me when we first dated, he couldnt' get enough of me, always called me sweet names, I was the center of his universe. So it must've been like that for a while w/the OP, the novelty of a new R, the newness, the craziness.
It is unrealistic that I expect that kind of attention right now, he cringes to think of how stupid he was with OP, those were not real feelings.

I just got "battlefield of the minds" I highly recommend it! the first pg I read dealt with how satan undermines us with little things, works slowly into our minds with small problems, after all, all masterplans have to be work up slowly. I have to work hard at not getting hung up on certain details and disecting every thing my H does and should take in account the progress we make.