About the A, there was no way in heck to ever guess he was having one, and by the way, he didt' leave me for her, his problems at the time where much bigger that just finding an exciting new lover. Not every man that leaves his wife has a woman 100% of the time.
And I guess I was somewhat naive and dumb to let things be after i found out he was in a PA, the same week I found out he'd promised he'd get himself tested, I left it at that and until the fated little book appeared I had no real clue that I could really be in danger of having something. He'd never answer when I asked him if he'd use protection and always reasured me he didnt' catch anything since he got tested.
Lo and behold, he calls me today, his classes will be cut short this friday and will go get tested then. I've been thinking with my heart and not my head, didn't really wanted to accept that I could have something.
I know you care about me a-14, or you wouldn't have made such a fuss, thank you)))))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
