I couldnt' have put it better, I bet deep deep inside in my H's mind OP is still the damsel in distress who couldn't possible have any STD.

Thanks TL, *sigh* that's life I guess.

So much for the progress we were making at our SL, I dont' know if I should even initiate sex w/him anymore, all this mess has dampen my desire.

Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.