thanks K, I guess Im just stubborn, I refuse to get myself tested if he was the one screwing around. You are right, to him, she was just this beautiful wonderful person. Don't know how far to push this, might call my C, but by them I'd prob will have a talk with H, if he has the guts, or he'll just play the wounded guy.. dont' know.
As much crap he's put me through, I dont' think he'd risk me getting something, he sounds 100% sure I got nothing, but I want to know WHY??
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.