I have to congratulate you on having much more self control then me. I totally messed up and sent OW a mean email this weekend. I wish there was a way to just get all this crap out of my head. Maybe ignorance really is bliss.

And here I've been all proud of myself saying the second time around is easier and I'm dealing with things so much better (well, at least I didn't throw furniture around and scream at my husband at the top of my lungs like I did when I found out about the first affair! That's an improvement!).

Just hang in their Cat, I'm dealing with the same demons.

There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.