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Call me cynical but something about your last few posts isn't making any sense to me.
When I figure it out I will let you know.



Definately do, I can't imagine what it could be . . . but if I'm not making sense and you know why . . let me know!


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HE's the one who's erased your good years together, it isn't his fault he is weak and runs instead of fighting for his family, he is still playing the blame game, don't buy it.

It's a shame he is still delusional, his bubble will pop eventually, I'm not saying you should wait for him, just that HIS character flaw=affair isnt' your fault and it was nothing you did, he's taking the coward's way out.

I'll pray you remain strong and stand up for you and the girls, sorry you had to listen to his nonsence)))))))))))))))))))))))



Thanks for the kind words.
It's appreciated.
Hopefullly I'll get to the point where I understand that it's not really all my fault he's still so confused.

Thanks to you too Santhony. I couldn't be happier that Kiya is alright!



I just hope that he really is happy this time.
I'm ready for it to be done, I think.
I'm tired of never being able to believe anything that he says. I'm tired of being lied to.
I'm just ready to give it a rest and let him lie in the bed he's made.
MAYBE MAYBE MAYBE somewhere down the road he'll come back and MAYBE I'll let him. MAYBE.
Maybe reality will hit them and he'll see that it wasn't just he and I that had problems. . . EVERYONE does.

I feel so bad that he's so guilty and confused.
I could see the guilt and the hurt in him.
I think he felt bad for her as much if not more than he did about what he's done to me.
I just don't understand what he's going through.
I only know that he was VERY sad for most of the weekend.