Yup . . . things on my front should definately calm down after today! THANK GOD!
I just am so unsure how to proceed with my H.
I've been going against ALL DBing . . (SORRY GUYS) and I have been chasing him. I'm so damn scared to just let go. I'm scared that if I let go I'll never get the catch to reattach to him in anyway. I feel defeated by HER (slutty ass OW!)
Maybe I am. I know that if I am, it's because of him not me. BUT it's hard for me to live that feeling everyday. I also know that IF he chooses her over me SOMEDAY I will someone who will love me. BUT that's also hard for me to believe. I thought he was it.
I NEVER would have had kids with him. . . had I known all of this would happen to THEM. I feel horrible. I LOVE MY GIRLS . . . and wouldn't trade having them for the world. BUT I feel sooo bad that they have to live in a broken family, because my H is immature and feel for the OW game. BEFORE him she tried to get his 16 YEARS OLD BROTHER TO MARRY HER. When that didn't work she dove in after my H because she knew he was hurting over us breaking up.
NICE! AND NOW SHE GETS TO KEEP HIM? WTF?????
I need some reassurance once again. And a good solid smack from Amy!
