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Somewhere in your thread I could have sworn you said that you tried to get pregnant for 14 years or since you were 14? And you are now 21.
Just tell me I misread that somewhere.




Yes you did read that wrong OR you read it somwhere else!
I don't recall ever saying anything about when I was trying to get pregnant. If I did I probably said that it took awhile . . . . but no I NEVER would have thought about it at 14. I was a good kid

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Anyway, I also live in PA - Phila - where do you live?




I have a girlfriend that lives in Weschester(or maybe it's Westchester . . I don't actually know . . .) down there
We are from upstate PA though (I think it's about 4 hours away she said) . . . Tioga/Potter County.
We're big hunting counties cause there's nothing much around. Cattle and wildlife . . ha!

I know that the negativity isn't great . . . but it's better than trusting YET AGAIN and getting burned.
He only calls me once every couple of days. It's probably because he talks to her so damn much.
I just want my girls to have a good life. I know that he could provide for them more than I will ever be able to.

I've pretty much got a job. BUT . . . it's just a sub. position in the elem. and H.S. in the kitchen. I have to send in my criminal and child abuse checks so that I can get the clearances and then I'll be on the list to sub. in!
So that's good news. . . . now if I could just find a steady part time ANYTHING!
I'm looking!

I'm trying to get it right guys . . . I swear.