Everything is fine. I went out with a friend. I haven't even been on here since my last posts until right now. She is going to hang out here tonight. But even if she wasn't I AM FINE. Yeah I'm having a hard time dealing with my H leaving his family for the whore. But it's whatever. . . it's done. I can't undo it. I can only fight him tooth and nail for every goddamn thing I have.
Really . . . everything is fine.
I just had a really crappy day. I'm not f-ing bi polar. It's just hormones and stress . . . . I really do think most of this is normal.
Emily, no mother who would think of giving up her kids to an abusive, vagrant, child-man like Kevin is "normal." None of the other women who post on these pages have "hormones" that cause such violent mood swings and emotionalism. No other sitch on this site goes through 10 pages in one day the way that yours did on Thursday.
The thing is, Emily, you're doing most of this to yourself. There are a lot of sitches on this site from people who are hurting from cheating spouses, yes, but who are using that pain to grow stronger and, ultimately, to come to a better place. You should try reading them.
Ultimately, Emily, none of us can help you if you won't work on changing yourself. If you can't do that, then you must get professional help to accomplish self-change.
The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)
