Emily I have been trying to follow your threads and it is hard to keep up. So, let me get this straight... Somewhere in your thread I could have sworn you said that you tried to get pregnant for 14 years or since you were 14? And you are now 21. Just tell me I misread that somewhere.
One minute you are going to keep the girls, then the next minute you want to give them up.
One minute Kevin tells you that he loves you and the next minute you ASSUME he is lieing to you and wants a divorce, even though he has told you he doesn't.
Now the past 2 days have been total and absolute chaos because you read some crap on myspace and think that this Cassie person is going to end up with your Husband even though he is coming home.
Do you see how you are your own worst enemy? Do you see that you are the one making this so insane? It doesn't have to be this way.
Have you ever read anything that has been suggested to you regarding Divorce Remedy or D-busting? It may be time for a refresher course.
Each one of us here has been in a similar situation and we have all made mistakes in how we have handled things. It may now be time for Emily to start being a grown up and learning from those who have gone before her.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
