Alive And Kicking

[ACJ]

Emily just dropping by as I do occassionally. Your thread moves fast so don't have the time to read all that has happened since I was last here. However I have made one observation.
You always seem to expect the worse!

I really don't think it's a matter of if . . . it's a question of when he will leave

don't believe for one second he'll actually show next weekend anymore than I believe that everything is fine between us

That is just in your last post. I think you need to start looking at things from a totally different perspective. If H says he is coming home for the weekend believe until he doesn't show. I know how terribly hard this is especially when you have every reason not to trust him but I think if you look at those threads where there has been a successful reconciliation they have had a completely different way of thinking to yours.