I know you're right Amy. That's why I did call the OB and talk to her as honestly as I could about things. Like I said though she said when I go back in for my birth control checkup we can talk more about if I'm still feeling low.
I did the best I could And she's probably right.
I also think you are right Nic . . . I really do create more drama that what things are worth. But at the time they are happening it doesn't feel that way. Sure I totally agree that people losing there lives is way more tragic than a marriage breaking up. I guess I only freak out because it feels like he will be dead to the girls if/when he finally goes for good.
I really don't think it's a matter of if . . . it's a question of when he will leave. He called this morning (5AM) said everything was fine. Said he was sick of myspace etc . . it was all bullsh*t etc. I told him I was sorry (I WAS VERY CALM THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE CONVO) but that I just wanted the truth even if it ment that he was with her. He said he will be home next weekend. He sounded tired but good. I don't believe for one second he'll actually show next weekend anymore than I believe that everything is fine between us.
