Everything is fine. I went out with a friend. I haven't even been on here since my last posts until right now. She is going to hang out here tonight. But even if she wasn't I AM FINE. Yeah I'm having a hard time dealing with my H leaving his family for the whore. But it's whatever. . . it's done. I can't undo it. I can only fight him tooth and nail for every goddamn thing I have.
Really . . . everything is fine.
I just had a really crappy day. I'm not f-ing bi polar. It's just hormones and stress . . . . I really do think most of this is normal. I'm upset for a day or a few hours and it goes away and I am fine. That's why she won't put me on anything. Yes I talked to her. (My OB) There's nothing they will do.
I'm FINE! Sorry to leave you hanging. She has to see me in a few weeks about my birth control so she said we can discuss it further then if I am still down in the mouth.
