You have some really big mood swings happening here. I wonder if you may be suffering from bi-polar disorder, not just depression. You need to see a PSYCHIATRIST, not a secretary, not a "counsellor"--an MD who knows about mental illness.
I know I've been harping on this for a couple of months now, but it has obviously become imperative.
I hope you are okay.
Nicola
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