Quote: Emily, we know that you are scared. We have all been scared about what the future holds for us. It is okay to be scared. what gets us in trouble is when we allow our fears to paralyze us. You are allowing fear to paralyze you.
I sent you a link to a web site last time I posted to you and you said that you weren't ready for it. I am sending you a link to it again but this time it is to a specific part of the site. Please read it. You want a direction. You want something to do, well here it is. Just READ it!!
Something else I want to tell you is that Kevin doesn't love Cassie. There is no love involved in that relationship at all. What you are mistaking for love is pure disgusting LUST. Kevin is incapable to "loving" anyone right now. He can't love Cassie, you, your daughters, or anyone else for that matter. He can't even love himself.
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I actually read the WHOLE site and had it bookmarked in my favorite for quite a while. I just can't seem to totally apply it . . . so maybe I'm still not ready.
