She told me that if I needed to talk to someone anytime I could talk to that secretary that she had me talk to before. I am totally uncomfortable with that.
I'm fine . . . really. Yesterday was just a REALLY bad day. I do feel better today. I just can't seem to get over the fact that he's willing to leave this family for that whore. I guess that's just not how he sees her . . . and I hope he's happy. I will make his life hell from here on out. I hope he's absolutely certain he loves her . . . . because this is be the fight of his life.
He'd better carve the girls names right out of the skin on his damn arm . . . cause I'll see him in hell before he will EVER lay another finger on either one of these children. I will see them right into [censored] foster care before he EVER see them again. He is such a worthless peice of [censored] . . . and here I sit crying my goddamn eyes out because I love him . . . and all he can think about is HER. He never thinks of Felina who ABSOLUTELY adores him. CASSIE F-WHORE is more important to him than Felina. WELL THAT'S HIS GODDAMN CHOICE AND I WILL SEE THAT HE STICKS RIGHT THE [censored] TO IT.
You wanna see the godamn fight in me well get ready cause here it comes.
[censored] the highroad. He never had the balls to walk on it. He's made his decisions and now I will let him sleep in the [censored] bed HE has made. I am going to make damn sure EVERYTHING he wants he gets. I will carve the damn ink out of his skin right through his [censored] heart. We'll see how he likes it when the goddamn tables turn and he gets to see my bad side. I love the hell outta that [censored] [censored]. I was more than will to lay it all down. Let him take his damn time . . . and HE never considers MY feelings it's ONLY about hers. SHE doesn't want his [censored] happiness. . . . . .
I don't care what it takes that boy with pay for the games he has played. Hope he's ready. I'll see him in hell . . . I just hope he take the [censored] heat.
