Quote: You are a grown woman, Emily - call the doctor's office yourself, now, and tell the receptionist that you want a referral to be treated for depression NOW. You don't need your mommy in order to do this. Pick up the phone.
I wasn't calling her so that she would call for me.
I was trying to open up to a real person instead of just you all here.
I was however going to ask her where else I could go.
Since my OB won't help me.
I'm unsure who to call and I certainly wouldn't know what to say. I am so programed to cover up everything I don't know how to tell people when I am not OK.
Kevin is the only person in my life (other than here) that I will willing tell I am hurting or upset.
I've been friends with the other Em for 16 years or something outrageous. In my "adult" life she just saw me really cry the other day after we left to come home.
I just couldn't help it. . . .
I was crushed after that damn conference.
It didn't last long because I shoved it all down quickly but I still cried briefly.
I just lie without meaning to . . .I cannot tell people I'm not fine for some reason.
