I ment more that I was going to talk to her about the depression and about the doctor and what I should do. She approached me before about talking to the doctor about depression. . . . around the same time you all did. She didn't push it though because I think I may have gotten angry with her.
I just really do have a hard time opening up to people. Not that you'd believe that from how open I am here.
I did call and leave my H a VM (OK or 2) . . . I wasn't angry. I didn't yell or get mad. I simply said that I really missed talking to him and I hoped he was OK and that he could call me whenever he got a chance. I told him I was very sorry for EVERYTHING and I wanted everything to work out. You get the gist of what I said. I figure he probably hates me today because he had to make his first child support payment today.
Anyone know how long it will take before I get money?
