Interesting last few days. I was to go out of town this weekend and W was going to be with our Ks and also keep two of their friends. W mentioned Thu night that our Ks will be staying the night elsewhere Fri when I’m gone (I did not know this!). My alarm bells immediately go off thinking about OM although I do not show it.
Friday I decide to do a big 180 and not call her at all. She calls me late that night and is at home with a mutual friend; I am extremely relieved as there is no way she was with OM. Also, I had mailed her a mushy card that she got when I was gone. She told me it was nice, and “everything will be all right.” I got the impression that she had made a major decision about OM, hopefully, good for me.
Then last night, I got up the courage to ask her if she wanted to ML. She said No, but would if I really wanted to (It’s been months). I said I only did if she truly wanted to. So, we didn’t. I’ve basically been in a major funk all day because of this. I no longer even know how to ask my W to ML with me and it frustrates me greatly.
