Haven't been on much, and don't really know what to say, other than I wish you well. I know from talking to many people who have come to the same point in their lives that what you are going through is really tough. Whatever you do, don't let the feelings of failure overwhelm you. You are a GOOD person, you did your BEST. This will be tough, but you can handle it. You have already shown your mettle, and you have the strength to make it through.
I would recommend talking out your feelings with some of the ladies on here that have gone through D's and/or S's. I'm sure they have some good pointers about working through the negative stuff, and how to move through the issues and get to the better life beyond.
Again, I wish you well.
Chrome
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
