I should read my own tread, because I'm having a down day. I'm off this week and the girls and I are having cabin fever. Even though I have been taking them out,(movies, mall, just driving around) I know Mom is on their minds, heck, she's on mine. Thinking how cruel it was that she didn't wish them a Merry X-mas. I she really having a great life like she's says she is? The emotions I'm dealing with this week is almost too much, I find my heart breaking for the girls as the wimper in their rooms at night, I know their hurting, thinking alone in the dark over and over again why she's doing this to us.
I guess I'm having my own pity party. I keep comming to these forums looking for answers and I see us all in the same boat. But I feel my sit is a little more serious, She got married for crying out loud! There is NO contact, Not even about the kids. For sure I would think she would want to know about her children...Their GREAT Kids who didn't deserve to be treated like this.
I try to put positive thoughts out there. But it gets harder and harder since I have to be strong for all 3 of us. AS soon as I have one of us calmed down, something else comes up to peal the scab off and I have to stgart all over again. Its getting to much for my brain to handle.
Sorry to be so down. But this a place to fill my thoughts. X
