This is starting to feel like I won an Oscar or something...and I'd like to thank all the people who made this possible...lol.
Seriously, thank you all for your unwavering support. I am not out of the woods yet but I THINK that may be just my own mind playing tricks on me. No matter how well adjusted to the new reality of my life post-affair I think I am, I am still plagued by paranoia and general mis-trust of certain things in life. I don't know how long it will be before that leaves me but for now, I am VERY freaking happy to be where I am in my sitch and if it all goes to hell in a hand basket tomorrow, well, it won't be for lack of trying.
Once again, without all of you, I would NOT have been able to last this long and even though I am not posting as much as I used to, I use your strength DAILY, HOURLY and by the minute to get me through the worst of times that unfortunately still occur now, even if only in my head.
