I have my ups and downs, but for the most part I am able to be positive about my future. I am just starting to imagine that I could someday fall in love again. It's still surreal at times to imagine being with anyone else but my H, but I am trying to envision the possibility.
I had a little "run-in" with my H last week - he suggested that I should be more "open-minded" about his bringing our S4 to Ow's house. OPEN MINDED - Ha! I felt like saying - what planet are you living on? But instead I said (maybe not all that different) "let me get this straight, my H leaves me for Ow and takes our S4 to Ow's to play house, and I should be more open-minded?" Wow! I told him I can't wait to get divorced. I just can't take his insane thinking anymore, I need to completely detach.
I miss him, but I also need to get some normalcy back in my life. I don't want to be with someone who is so detached from reality. I am envisioning the kind of man I would like to be with someday.
Well, better go...
Take care and thanks for checking in.
M :-)
Monica
My sitch: Me 40 H 30 M 8 yrs 1 S5.5 Bomb Oct 2005 Sep Nov 2005 H w/ Ow I filed for LS June 2007 H responded w/ D 2007 I have sole P custody, joint L Just need to take care of Final Judgement papers
