Well it sounds as if your talk with H went pretty well. I know it all seems so ddifficult at first but, practice makes perfect. I need to take my own advice.
As for my sitch I honestly have no clue as to where I stand. I hear that H was at her church yesterday. I assume with her. That hurt like hell. The last time we went to church was before he met her in 04. I hope that they don't think that church attendance condones or nullifies their crap.
I was so depressed I actually thought of contacting a lawyer to file. But I have better things to do with the $750 retainer that is required.
This am H came in the bed with me and S3 before it was time to get up. At one point when he wrapped his arms around us H got turned on but quickly turned away. Trying to be faithful I guess.
Ow b-day is Sat (36). I can imagine the celebration H is going to put on to impress.
My 40th b-day in April was totally ignored. I did not get a present, cake, card or even a Happy b-day. That hurt especially since it is such a milestone and I have no family here to make a big deal of it. B-days are big for me and this is the 3rd let down I've had from him.
But not to dwell on the bad. How is S4 since the meltdown?
