Woke up and couldn't go back to sleep. My mind starts racing and I begin thinking about H and how much I miss him. I wonder will the pain ever go away?
I know exactly how you feel. How can they just stop loving you and move on? I also come across old pictures of the happy times and think why doesn't H want to try to get this back?
I had a sad weekend , H moved 1 1/2 hours away b/c of his job. He will only see d7 every other weekend when he comes home- supposedly will be staying with his mother. I feel like it is even more "final" with him leaving and it really hurts. I don't know anything about his life anymore. He shares only with Ow now and I hate it.
It has been 1 year and 4 months for me and I still can't seem to detach from him. I want my H back and our family. I know how you feel b/c I too am still in "shock" that this is happening. I never thought H would ever quit loving me , I thought we had a love that could get though anything. It's obvious that H doesnt' feel the same. I must of saw our M completely different than he did
